Glass House

Current mood: Sad and a bit annoyed
Listening to: Ani DiFranco - Napoleon

Disturbing, what drawings can do to people.

How is it that we just refuse to look at things from different angle?
It sickens me how righteous some people are, and how they just won't listen to other thougts. It kind of saddens me, when people just choose to be ignorant, just because they don't care about other populations. But most of all it just plain aggravates me. I just simply cannot understand why some just want to close their eyes to the rest of the world, just because their own opinion suits them better. Because, why should we listen to "them", and perhaps learn something? Or just anyfuckingthing!

Well, enough about that for now. It doesn't quite set my mood for tonights events. I'm going bowling with a few of my classmates. Think we're gonna be twelve or thirteen friends, just having fun and chilling out from all the arguments that have been lately, and still are.

I suddenly remember a thing that occured to me yesterday:
I'm actually pretty shy.
Strange thing is that I never really saw myself that way. I've always known that I wasn't one of the most outgoing people, but neither introverted. But I've noticed that I have a difficult time writing to people I see on forums and so. Sometimes I do get around to it, but then I write like 5 different drafts for a letter, whereupon I usually don't write anyway.
But yesterday I did something about it! I sat down, found a couple of different girls on boyfriend.dk, and I actually wrote them! Although it took me some time to pull myself together, and in fact write anything that I could be pleased with, I did it! And you know what? They d i d answer me, and they were all nice and great replies ^_^ This really boosted my self-esteem, and made be more confident.
Funny thing although, when I think about it, is my anxiousness in writing to people that I'm probably never gonna see in real life!
»stupid lesbian . .«

Current mood: Pretty good, and excited
Listening to: Seether - Gasoline