Flavouring

Current mood: Non-mathematical
Listening to: Top Model 5

Arg, crappy math assignment! I can't describe the immense hate that I feel for that damn subject. I'm looking s o much forward for it to end. I'm gonna be so amazingly happy when I'm done with this. I feel so insufficient, but I just don't get it. And there are just things that I will never get about that subject. I've learned to accept that as a fact, but still .. It gets to me when they push us. I just can't handle it. Sometimes I just hate this damn dyscalculia. But what the heck .. As long as I pass. I don't need a high grade - not like I'm gonna be a scientist with specialization in logical equations.

At least I have my songs. My dear lyrics. And I get to show my worth in english, german, social studies, history and drama - so up yours mathematics! and physics? Yours too!

But oh well. I skipped math yesterday, and slept a little longer + I skipped it again today, I went home earlier. I've sent my assignment though. So no harm done, I guess. Except I'm not learning about statistics? Yawn. But it'll be alright. I just need a little breathing space.

Anyway! Now for happy news xD Ann is coming! Not this weekend, but the one after that ;D wee. I'm looking s o much forward to that!! She makes everything a lot easier to endure. All the bad things. She's so wonderful, because she's so sweet and understanding. She offers comfort, when no one else does. And she's the only one that I have ever been able to be completely honest with. She really does make me a better person, and it was her who helped me realize that I was good enough. I just hope that our paths will never part ^^

Current mood: Eager for this week to end ^^
Listening to: Top Model 5 in London o: haha.