Screw the monsoon!

Current mood: Annoyed
Listening to: Don't (Make Waves) by The Gossip

Seriously, FUCK the monsoon. I do not want to write a paper about it. ARG. At least my teacher is so considerate not making us write more than a page and I really shouldn't be bitching at all. I'm just tired and annoyed by the fact that I'm fucking it all up myself. If I showed some more enthusiasm and actually pulled myself together, I wouldn't be in this awful mood, complaining like a little 10 year old. phish. Seriously, get a grip.

I'm just not in the mood for school at all. Or, in a way I am. I'm just making it hard for myself, by postponing that whole Power(ARG)Point presantation. I hate Powerpoint and it's difficult to incorporate my mac with the school's fucking windows. arg! Oh well, the weekend's coming, and then I'll be able to do what I care about - OD work. It's gonna be so enlightening and fun. Only downside is that I'm gonna miss my school's introparty for the new students, which is a bit sad, since I've never missed a schoolparty before. Oh well, it's worth it.

I finally in this moment just realized what to write in the "who do you want to meet" box on OurChart and MySpace! (s o deep, I know. haha) Beth Ditto! Of course! But I would like to meet her in relaxed circumstances and not like a "meet and great" situation. That would just not be fulfilling in a way. It wouldn't seem like a "human to human" thing. Rather awkward, I feel. Oh well, at least I will get something even better instead - I will get to meet Mikey! ^^ I feel so ecstatic about it and I just can't seem to come down again. I will be visiting in the time between 15th and 24th of march, because we both have time off from school in that period.

I have no doubt meeting Mikey will be quite mind-blowing. For one she lives in USA. I have never been there and therefore I'm very excited about going there. All my knowledge about the states really is from TV, school, books and music. Naturally, going there in itself will be quite a jaw-dropping experience, I think, not to mention illuminating. But secondly, and most importantly: Mikey. Leaving out the risk of us not getting along at all irl and the fact that we haven't met yet at all - I have never encountered anyone like her before. I've never come across anyone who .. I'm not even sure how to describe it. We simply connect on a level that I have never been on with anyone else. I don't think I can put it into words any better than that. Hopefully my visit will not change that connection and if so, optimistically, it will only advance.