Current mood: Apathetic
Watching: Dexter
I find people around me are all making some kind of connection, like friendship or romance but human bonds always lead to messy complications; commitment, sharing, driving people to the airport. Besides if I let someone get that close, they’d see who I really am and I can’t let that happen. So, time to put on my mask.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Sunday, September 16, 2007
A quick thought
Current mood: A bit tired
Listening to: The Way I Are by Timbaland ft. Keri Hilson
After watching Babies eating lemons, I can't help but wonder why some parents are so puzzled by the fact that their children won't eat what they serve them? This has a thick tragic irony all over it.
Listening to: The Way I Are by Timbaland ft. Keri Hilson
After watching Babies eating lemons, I can't help but wonder why some parents are so puzzled by the fact that their children won't eat what they serve them? This has a thick tragic irony all over it.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Virus
You like attention
It's proof to you you're alive
Stop parading your angles
Confused?
You'll know when you're ripe
When you're ripe
you'll bleed out of control
You're pregnant
with all this space
Thick with honey
but I lost my taste
You're into depression
'cause it matches your eyes
Stop this faux to be famous
Confused?
You'll know when you're ripe
When you're ripe
you'll bleed out of control
You're pregnant
with all this space
Thick with honey
but I lost my taste
It's proof to you you're alive
Stop parading your angles
Confused?
You'll know when you're ripe
When you're ripe
you'll bleed out of control
You're pregnant
with all this space
Thick with honey
but I lost my taste
You're into depression
'cause it matches your eyes
Stop this faux to be famous
Confused?
You'll know when you're ripe
When you're ripe
you'll bleed out of control
You're pregnant
with all this space
Thick with honey
but I lost my taste
40 Oz. To Freedom
Current mood: Uneasy
Listening to: Santeria by Sublime
Arg, I'm having the hardest time gathering my thoughts, but I truly believe that it would help me to put these feelings down in writing. I'm so annoyed. Not even sure that's the word.
...
Okay, I thought it over now. I really shouldn't get that emotionally upset by this. I really should be annoyed by myself, for letting it get that far. Why am I not thinking clearly, when it comes to this? Okay, that was certainly a redundant question. But seriously, I'm so much better off this way. I HAVE to keep that in mind when these thoughts pop up. Thank you, Sublime. Listening to you guys puts things like this in perspective. I should praise myself lucky, that it's over! It really wasn't a healthy situation. The cons were definitely not worth enduring for the sake of the pros. Haha, certainly all of that was brought on by Adium! Rearranging the groups and contact, going through the message histories undoubtedly made all the old feelings shine through. Not that I'm repressing them, 'cause I've processed the whole experience, but even though it's still possible to get caught in the past sometimes, when you forget the important stuff. Helle, my sister, really is right - it's all one big process. Even though you move on, there will always be a little bit left. But as always, I have a hard time accepting this, haha! Evidently, I'll just have to and perhaps that alone will become a whole new process. Haha, oh dear.
I miss Mikey <3
Listening to: Santeria by Sublime
Arg, I'm having the hardest time gathering my thoughts, but I truly believe that it would help me to put these feelings down in writing. I'm so annoyed. Not even sure that's the word.
...
Okay, I thought it over now. I really shouldn't get that emotionally upset by this. I really should be annoyed by myself, for letting it get that far. Why am I not thinking clearly, when it comes to this? Okay, that was certainly a redundant question. But seriously, I'm so much better off this way. I HAVE to keep that in mind when these thoughts pop up. Thank you, Sublime. Listening to you guys puts things like this in perspective. I should praise myself lucky, that it's over! It really wasn't a healthy situation. The cons were definitely not worth enduring for the sake of the pros. Haha, certainly all of that was brought on by Adium! Rearranging the groups and contact, going through the message histories undoubtedly made all the old feelings shine through. Not that I'm repressing them, 'cause I've processed the whole experience, but even though it's still possible to get caught in the past sometimes, when you forget the important stuff. Helle, my sister, really is right - it's all one big process. Even though you move on, there will always be a little bit left. But as always, I have a hard time accepting this, haha! Evidently, I'll just have to and perhaps that alone will become a whole new process. Haha, oh dear.
I miss Mikey <3
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Fuck Robot Skin.
Current mood: Reflective
Listening to: Two Guys And A Girl on Zulu
This weekend I was in Strib for the OD activity weekend - and it was amazing! I just love the atmosphere around those people and that you're in a place where everybody wants the same thing - better possibilities for the third world. The people there were amazing. I'm going to miss it s o much next year. That's why Mia and I've been thinking about being activists there next year. I think that would be wonderful. Those people are great. And working with this project really gives me a lot of positive energy.
On another note - my dad turned 66 yesterday xD Congratulations, dad! You are the best dad ever. And if that wasn't enough he also celebrated his 7th year of sobriety at the same time : D I'm so proud to be your daughter. And I really look forward to next summer, where we'll begin writing your life story down ^^ I really admire you, dad.
Tomorrow my social studies level a class is being visited by some American students. We are going to go into separate groups, as are they, and discuss politics. American vs. Danish. We've prepared some questions, which they've been shown and then we're going to take turns answering them. I'm actually kind of excited about it. Except for Mikey, these people are going to be the only Americans that I've actually talked with. I really think it's going to be great.
Other than that, the OD secretariat is coming to my school ^^ yay! They're going to inform everybody about this years project: Bolivia. Afterwards, me and the rest of the OD-group at my school are going to register all the students who want to help out. I hope a lot sign up ^^
Another thing I wanted to blog about was Phillips new shaving commercial. The "Robot Skin" one. WHAT THE FUCK!? Seriously, that commercial is so fucked up. It's a product for shaving and here I am feeling like I just watched the trailer for I, Robot ! I mean, what the hell? And their website! Jeez. The whole message is supposed to make you want to buy the damn thing, but instead they are basing the whole marketing on a thick glaze of paranoia. The whole presentation on the site reeks of "Terminator scenario". I'm not saying that I don't think this strategy is going to pay off. Surely, someone are bound to like it - why would they have chosen it otherwise? This is of course assuming that they've done the whole pilot with an audience. Otherwise I would consider it suicide. Oh well. As long as I have the power to switch off when it comes on, I'm satisfied.
Listening to: Two Guys And A Girl on Zulu
This weekend I was in Strib for the OD activity weekend - and it was amazing! I just love the atmosphere around those people and that you're in a place where everybody wants the same thing - better possibilities for the third world. The people there were amazing. I'm going to miss it s o much next year. That's why Mia and I've been thinking about being activists there next year. I think that would be wonderful. Those people are great. And working with this project really gives me a lot of positive energy.
On another note - my dad turned 66 yesterday xD Congratulations, dad! You are the best dad ever. And if that wasn't enough he also celebrated his 7th year of sobriety at the same time : D I'm so proud to be your daughter. And I really look forward to next summer, where we'll begin writing your life story down ^^ I really admire you, dad.
Tomorrow my social studies level a class is being visited by some American students. We are going to go into separate groups, as are they, and discuss politics. American vs. Danish. We've prepared some questions, which they've been shown and then we're going to take turns answering them. I'm actually kind of excited about it. Except for Mikey, these people are going to be the only Americans that I've actually talked with. I really think it's going to be great.
Other than that, the OD secretariat is coming to my school ^^ yay! They're going to inform everybody about this years project: Bolivia. Afterwards, me and the rest of the OD-group at my school are going to register all the students who want to help out. I hope a lot sign up ^^
Another thing I wanted to blog about was Phillips new shaving commercial. The "Robot Skin" one. WHAT THE FUCK!? Seriously, that commercial is so fucked up. It's a product for shaving and here I am feeling like I just watched the trailer for I, Robot ! I mean, what the hell? And their website! Jeez. The whole message is supposed to make you want to buy the damn thing, but instead they are basing the whole marketing on a thick glaze of paranoia. The whole presentation on the site reeks of "Terminator scenario". I'm not saying that I don't think this strategy is going to pay off. Surely, someone are bound to like it - why would they have chosen it otherwise? This is of course assuming that they've done the whole pilot with an audience. Otherwise I would consider it suicide. Oh well. As long as I have the power to switch off when it comes on, I'm satisfied.
Thursday, September 06, 2007
Multiple Intelligences
It has been claimed by some researchers that our intelligence or ability to understand the world around us is complex. Some people are better at understanding some things than others.
For some of us it is relatively easy to understand how a flower grows but it is immensely difficult for us to understand and use a musical instrument. For others music might be easy but playing football is difficult.
Instead of having one intelligence it is claimed that we have several different intelligences.
My results:
Linguistic (Word Smart)
You may be word smart. You will enjoy reading, writing and talking about things. This is sometimes called being Linguistic smart.
Interpersonal (People Smart)
You may be people smart. You will like to mix with other people and you will belong to lots of clubs. You like team games and are good at sharing. This is sometimes called being Interpersonal smart.
Musical (Music Smart)
You may be music smart. You will enjoy music and can recognise sounds, and timbre, or the quality of a tone. This is sometimes called being Musical smart.
Intrapersonal (Myself Smart)
You may be myself smart. You will know about yourself and your strengths and weaknesses. You will probably keep a diary. This is sometimes called being Intrapersonal smart.
Visual/Spatial (Picture Smart)
You may be picture smart. You will be good at art and also good at other activities where you look at pictures like map reading, finding your way out of mazes and graphs. This is sometimes called being Visual/Spatial smart.
Naturalistic (Nature Smart)
You may be nature smart. You will like the world of plants and animals and enjoy learning about them. This is sometimes called being Naturalistic smart.
Logical (Number Smart)
You may be number smart. You will be good at mathematics and other number activities; you are also good at solving problems. This is sometimes called being Logical smart.
Kinaesthestic (Body Smart)
You may be body smart. You will enjoy sports and are good at swimming, athletics, gymnastics and other sports. This is sometimes called being Kinaesthetic smart.
For some of us it is relatively easy to understand how a flower grows but it is immensely difficult for us to understand and use a musical instrument. For others music might be easy but playing football is difficult.
Instead of having one intelligence it is claimed that we have several different intelligences.
My results:
Linguistic (Word Smart)
You may be word smart. You will enjoy reading, writing and talking about things. This is sometimes called being Linguistic smart.
Interpersonal (People Smart)
You may be people smart. You will like to mix with other people and you will belong to lots of clubs. You like team games and are good at sharing. This is sometimes called being Interpersonal smart.
Musical (Music Smart)
You may be music smart. You will enjoy music and can recognise sounds, and timbre, or the quality of a tone. This is sometimes called being Musical smart.
Intrapersonal (Myself Smart)
You may be myself smart. You will know about yourself and your strengths and weaknesses. You will probably keep a diary. This is sometimes called being Intrapersonal smart.
Visual/Spatial (Picture Smart)
You may be picture smart. You will be good at art and also good at other activities where you look at pictures like map reading, finding your way out of mazes and graphs. This is sometimes called being Visual/Spatial smart.
Naturalistic (Nature Smart)
You may be nature smart. You will like the world of plants and animals and enjoy learning about them. This is sometimes called being Naturalistic smart.
Logical (Number Smart)
You may be number smart. You will be good at mathematics and other number activities; you are also good at solving problems. This is sometimes called being Logical smart.
Kinaesthestic (Body Smart)
You may be body smart. You will enjoy sports and are good at swimming, athletics, gymnastics and other sports. This is sometimes called being Kinaesthetic smart.
It's all Greek to Me!
Test your knowledge of who's who high above the clouds on majestic Mount Olympus...
Your Score: 90 (out of a possible 100)
Excellent! - You're a greek mythology expert!
Yay! Proves I've been listening in my classical civilization and also explains a bit why I got the second highest possible score on my exam ^^
Your Score: 90 (out of a possible 100)
Excellent! - You're a greek mythology expert!
Yay! Proves I've been listening in my classical civilization and also explains a bit why I got the second highest possible score on my exam ^^
How NERDY are You?
Current mood: Happy and excited
Listening to: Saw Red by Sublime ft. No Doubt
Well oh well.
47 % geek, but 44 % nerd. I must say I'm content with that.
Listening to: Saw Red by Sublime ft. No Doubt
Well oh well.
47 % geek, but 44 % nerd. I must say I'm content with that.
How well do you know the Simpsons?
You scored 9 out of a possible 10
Your encyclopaedic knowledge of The Simpsons makes you the toast of Springfield. You probably dress up as Marge for the annual convention.
Ouh, not bad, I'd say. Didn't get the "Where were shorts of the Simpsons first shown?" although. I answered "CNN Entertainment channel" when the answer was "The Tracey Ullman Show" tsk.
Your encyclopaedic knowledge of The Simpsons makes you the toast of Springfield. You probably dress up as Marge for the annual convention.
Ouh, not bad, I'd say. Didn't get the "Where were shorts of the Simpsons first shown?" although. I answered "CNN Entertainment channel" when the answer was "The Tracey Ullman Show" tsk.
Which Super Villain are you?
And in the same spirit! ^^
You are The Joker
Click here to take the Super Villain Personality Test
Haha! WTF!? Id never imagined that o: haha. Excellent.
You are The Joker
| The Clown Prince of Crime. You are a brilliant mastermind but are criminally insane. You love to joke around while accomplishing the task at hand. |
Click here to take the Super Villain Personality Test
Haha! WTF!? Id never imagined that o: haha. Excellent.
Which Superhero are you?
Current mood: Optimistic
Listening to: Date Rape by Sublime
I really would like it to have categories. So whenever I posted quizzes, they wouldn't show up as actual "new posts" in the sense that they wouldn't appear as new entries about me and my daily life. Hmm. I'll have to figure that out. Hehe. But now the result of which superhero I am is finally in xD haha.
You are Green Lantern
Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test
Haha, I like how Robin is also in at 70 % - he is s o gay xD
Listening to: Date Rape by Sublime
I really would like it to have categories. So whenever I posted quizzes, they wouldn't show up as actual "new posts" in the sense that they wouldn't appear as new entries about me and my daily life. Hmm. I'll have to figure that out. Hehe. But now the result of which superhero I am is finally in xD haha.
You are Green Lantern
| Hot-headed. You have strong will power and a good imagination.  |
Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test
Haha, I like how Robin is also in at 70 % - he is s o gay xD
Rating
Haha ! How awesome xD
This rating was determined based on the presence of the following words:
oooh o: hehe.
This rating was determined based on the presence of the following words:
- fucking (2x)
- fuck (1x)
oooh o: hehe.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Addiction
Current mood: Tired, but content
Listening to: Supergirl by Reamonn
Okay, I know I've written quite a lot today, but it's all because of ScribeFire! Anyway, I just took this test, "How Addicted to Blogging Are You?" and I thought I'd get a really low score, since my record (archives, red.) shows that I'm a lousy blogger, but apparently I have great potential! haha.
58%
How about that, huh?
Listening to: Supergirl by Reamonn
Okay, I know I've written quite a lot today, but it's all because of ScribeFire! Anyway, I just took this test, "How Addicted to Blogging Are You?" and I thought I'd get a really low score, since my record (archives, red.) shows that I'm a lousy blogger, but apparently I have great potential! haha.
58%
How about that, huh?
Screw the monsoon!
Current mood: Annoyed
Listening to: Don't (Make Waves) by The Gossip
Seriously, FUCK the monsoon. I do not want to write a paper about it. ARG. At least my teacher is so considerate not making us write more than a page and I really shouldn't be bitching at all. I'm just tired and annoyed by the fact that I'm fucking it all up myself. If I showed some more enthusiasm and actually pulled myself together, I wouldn't be in this awful mood, complaining like a little 10 year old. phish. Seriously, get a grip.
I'm just not in the mood for school at all. Or, in a way I am. I'm just making it hard for myself, by postponing that whole Power(ARG)Point presantation. I hate Powerpoint and it's difficult to incorporate my mac with the school's fucking windows. arg! Oh well, the weekend's coming, and then I'll be able to do what I care about - OD work. It's gonna be so enlightening and fun. Only downside is that I'm gonna miss my school's introparty for the new students, which is a bit sad, since I've never missed a schoolparty before. Oh well, it's worth it.
I finally in this moment just realized what to write in the "who do you want to meet" box on OurChart and MySpace! (s o deep, I know. haha) Beth Ditto! Of course! But I would like to meet her in relaxed circumstances and not like a "meet and great" situation. That would just not be fulfilling in a way. It wouldn't seem like a "human to human" thing. Rather awkward, I feel. Oh well, at least I will get something even better instead - I will get to meet Mikey! ^^ I feel so ecstatic about it and I just can't seem to come down again. I will be visiting in the time between 15th and 24th of march, because we both have time off from school in that period.
I have no doubt meeting Mikey will be quite mind-blowing. For one she lives in USA. I have never been there and therefore I'm very excited about going there. All my knowledge about the states really is from TV, school, books and music. Naturally, going there in itself will be quite a jaw-dropping experience, I think, not to mention illuminating. But secondly, and most importantly: Mikey. Leaving out the risk of us not getting along at all irl and the fact that we haven't met yet at all - I have never encountered anyone like her before. I've never come across anyone who .. I'm not even sure how to describe it. We simply connect on a level that I have never been on with anyone else. I don't think I can put it into words any better than that. Hopefully my visit will not change that connection and if so, optimistically, it will only advance.
Listening to: Don't (Make Waves) by The Gossip
Seriously, FUCK the monsoon. I do not want to write a paper about it. ARG. At least my teacher is so considerate not making us write more than a page and I really shouldn't be bitching at all. I'm just tired and annoyed by the fact that I'm fucking it all up myself. If I showed some more enthusiasm and actually pulled myself together, I wouldn't be in this awful mood, complaining like a little 10 year old. phish. Seriously, get a grip.
I'm just not in the mood for school at all. Or, in a way I am. I'm just making it hard for myself, by postponing that whole Power(ARG)Point presantation. I hate Powerpoint and it's difficult to incorporate my mac with the school's fucking windows. arg! Oh well, the weekend's coming, and then I'll be able to do what I care about - OD work. It's gonna be so enlightening and fun. Only downside is that I'm gonna miss my school's introparty for the new students, which is a bit sad, since I've never missed a schoolparty before. Oh well, it's worth it.
I finally in this moment just realized what to write in the "who do you want to meet" box on OurChart and MySpace! (s o deep, I know. haha) Beth Ditto! Of course! But I would like to meet her in relaxed circumstances and not like a "meet and great" situation. That would just not be fulfilling in a way. It wouldn't seem like a "human to human" thing. Rather awkward, I feel. Oh well, at least I will get something even better instead - I will get to meet Mikey! ^^ I feel so ecstatic about it and I just can't seem to come down again. I will be visiting in the time between 15th and 24th of march, because we both have time off from school in that period.
I have no doubt meeting Mikey will be quite mind-blowing. For one she lives in USA. I have never been there and therefore I'm very excited about going there. All my knowledge about the states really is from TV, school, books and music. Naturally, going there in itself will be quite a jaw-dropping experience, I think, not to mention illuminating. But secondly, and most importantly: Mikey. Leaving out the risk of us not getting along at all irl and the fact that we haven't met yet at all - I have never encountered anyone like her before. I've never come across anyone who .. I'm not even sure how to describe it. We simply connect on a level that I have never been on with anyone else. I don't think I can put it into words any better than that. Hopefully my visit will not change that connection and if so, optimistically, it will only advance.
Fight fire with fire
Current mood: Trying to pull myself together
Listening to: The Gossip - Lesson Learned
Oh [insert whatever religious figure], I really should get a grip and just finish my homework. I should praise myself lucky to have homework! Compared to those who haven't got the possibility to go to school. But instead I just sit around doing stuff that only postpone the inevitable. *Sigh* Oh well, after this blog I'm gonna finish it. Fortunately The Gossip is a fantastic mood lifter. Gossip gossip ^^ heehee.
Seriously, I've fallen in love with this band. They're simply marvelous. The music, the lyrics, the attitude - spectacular ! I'm so glad I've discovered them. And its actually MTV's fault! o: Yes, I know, how odd? Especially since I doubt they'll play more of their music. Unless of cause Gossip suddenly explode in to massive super stardom. Which I don't think will happen, but who can say? We'll just have to watch how time serves them. I'm definitely all excited ^^ hehe. Also, I've translated the whole article on the english wikipedia for the danish wikipedia. Next up will be the band members articles. Which I would love to be doing right now, but you know .. homework s: haha.
Other than that, I've really neglected this poor little blog. But now that I finally have internet here at home, I should be able to post more often. Hopefully I'll do it, 'cause it's actually kinda nice reading the old posts and also having a place to put your thoughts (x
Ouh! And Ive changed the layout! The white lala got a little old, so I decided to go with colors that matches my current picture - nice, huh? haha. Oh yeah, I'm a real layout wizard - pfft.
<3
Listening to: The Gossip - Lesson Learned
Oh [insert whatever religious figure], I really should get a grip and just finish my homework. I should praise myself lucky to have homework! Compared to those who haven't got the possibility to go to school. But instead I just sit around doing stuff that only postpone the inevitable. *Sigh* Oh well, after this blog I'm gonna finish it. Fortunately The Gossip is a fantastic mood lifter. Gossip gossip ^^ heehee.
Seriously, I've fallen in love with this band. They're simply marvelous. The music, the lyrics, the attitude - spectacular ! I'm so glad I've discovered them. And its actually MTV's fault! o: Yes, I know, how odd? Especially since I doubt they'll play more of their music. Unless of cause Gossip suddenly explode in to massive super stardom. Which I don't think will happen, but who can say? We'll just have to watch how time serves them. I'm definitely all excited ^^ hehe. Also, I've translated the whole article on the english wikipedia for the danish wikipedia. Next up will be the band members articles. Which I would love to be doing right now, but you know .. homework s: haha.
Other than that, I've really neglected this poor little blog. But now that I finally have internet here at home, I should be able to post more often. Hopefully I'll do it, 'cause it's actually kinda nice reading the old posts and also having a place to put your thoughts (x
Ouh! And Ive changed the layout! The white lala got a little old, so I decided to go with colors that matches my current picture - nice, huh? haha. Oh yeah, I'm a real layout wizard - pfft.
<3
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