She's Your Cocaine

Current mood: Yearning
Listening to: She's Your Cocaine by Tori Amos

I have become so addicted once again. Luckily I don't have school anymore and I'm off from work this week. So I'm actually free to do what I want. But it's frustrating >_< and by sister said the most bewildering thing to me today, or rather yesterday, since it's 6.30 in the morning. I don't know why she doesn't understand that it isn't that simple! Maybe 'cause it's really not and I'm just driving myself nuts. But I totally forgot how thought consuming this was. Not how time consuming it is though. Mostly because I never minded.

*KISSES AND HUGS BLOGGER FRANTICALLY*

OmniWeb just crashed out of freakin' nowhere and I was ready to start screaming. But precious blogger autosaved the draft ^^ hee! Thank you blogger <3

Anyway. I just wish I had more opportunities! I want to do more than this. Even with how lovely everything is now, I'm greedy. I want moore! >_> meh.

Oh, btw! I broke up with Caroline on the 7th. Had it not been for some very special people, I would've stayed cynical and bitter for a lot longer. Girls are so FUCKED UP sometimes!%$#€!&!!!

But I really oughta go to bed quickly now - I have to go to 4 different offices tomorrow as in order to stay alive with this crappy economy at the moment. damnit! >_< afterwards I'm gonna go work out with my sister ^^ at this gym called No Men <3 haha. I think it's so funny. And after that we're gonna go clean my old apartment, so it's ready for the new owner (:

you know, I think american girls have some sort of magic, or .. perhaps just this one girl that I know <3