What else is there?

Current mood: Content
Listening to: Sting ft. Cheb Mami - Desert Rose

Life is messy. Just for the record, if you had no idea. Phish. I've been so incredibly depressed lately. Not been able to give 100 % in school, crying a lot and just having a lot of unpleasant feelings and thoughts. I really don't like that. I just wanna be my old self again. Get away from all the problems and negative energy, which they seem to produce and consume - they, being my mom and step dad. Anyway, my birthday's right around the corner and then I'll be 18. So after that, as soon as I can get an apartment, I'll be out of here! I almost can't wait.

Well, at least my social life's good. I have a lot of wonderful people around me, that are there to support me when I need it. And for some odd reason I get really good grades. Hmm. I'm good under pressure?

But now I must leave, 'cause Maria (from my class) has invited me, Frank and Malene to a little birthday party. I'm looking forward to it :D Beer'n'bowling. Drunk'n'fun! haha.

Current mood: Tired, but ready to party!
Listening to: AFI - Affliction