Sunday, April 23, 2006

Out of Range

Current mood: Happy
Listening to: Ani DiFranco - Out Of Habit

Just the thought,
of our bed
makes me crumble like the plaster
and I try to
draw the line
but it ends up running down the middle of me
most of the time

So yeah, I'm happy (: I can see the path that I have to follow, and I'm fine with that. As long as I can see my way out of things, then I'm pleased. But when the lights get turned of and I don't know how to got things done, I get sad. I've noticed that. But right now I'm just thinking of school and homework - the like.
Anyway, yesterday was supposed to be a bit boring day, were I'd do pretty much nothing. But then Camilla from my class textet me, and asked if she could spend the night here, and I said sure, 'cause .. yeah, well, of course! (x hehe. So she came by and we sat down and talked over a couple of beers. Then after one and a half hour we went out to buy her some cigarettes at the gas station, since it was the only place that was still open. Which reminds me of that the beer we drank made me recall shining times at the castle. It was like the taste took be all back. Well, nonetheless, Camilla bought some cigarettes and I bought a carton of white whine. When we got back we just continued to drink beer, so I'll have the wine for another time.
So instead of a boring evening, I got to talk a lot with Camilla while we heard lots of music. I introduced her to Bullet For My Valentine, My Chemical Romance and Fall Out Boy, which was running on my playlist when she arrived. She laughed a bit at first, but agreed that it didn't suck too terribly. Hehe.

I opened the fire door
to four lips
none of which were mine
kissing
tightened the belt around my hips
where your hands were missing
and stepped out into the cold
collar high
under the slate gray sky
the air was smoking and the streets were dry
... why do I feel like something's been rearranged?
you know, out of context I must seem so strange


It really surprised me how much I missed Mette last night. Of course I was a bit drunk, but still. I missed her. And I wantd her to come to Kolding. *yawn* But fortunately I had the opportunity to text her and we wrote a little, which was very nice. There's gotta be a party soon again where we can get together. She's great.

I'm singing now because my tearducts are too tired
and my mind is disconnected but my heart is wired

Other than that, I've thought about starting a new webpage, where I'd then blog instead, 'cause I think it would be a cool challenge for me to try, and I've to admit that I'm kinda hooked on the idea right now, but the thing that's stopping me is the thought, that I'll probably be too busy soon to maintain it properly. And that's kinda no good in a way. Like, I do it all the time when signing up to new communities on the Internet, but I think that with a site, I'd have to be comitted, since I would want it to be serious. Hmm. Dilemma. Haha. But I'll probably do it anyway.

you know, when you and I are lying in bed
you don't seem so tall

oh, how I miss
substituting the conclusion of a confrontation with a kiss

Oh, and I'm looking so much forward to the weather getting warmer and the sun shining more ^^ It's already pretty good, but the thought of it being kinda constant is so intriguing!! Heehee.
And furthermore I'm beginning to dress better. In the sense of, that I'm less careless about my appearance. And I guess that's pretty good, as long as I don't go overboard. But people have noticed!! ^^ Hee. I've gotten compliments at school, which makes me very happy. *teehee* God, I must sound like a silly little school girl now, so I'll end it now dx

Maybe I'll post again later - and maybe I won't (;

Current mood: *happy happy*
Listening to: Ani DiFranco - Shameless






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