Wednesday, March 15, 2006

ANGER

Current mood: Furious.
Listening to: Otep - My Confession.

I cannot take this perception of happiness anymore. I'm sick and disgusted of his pandemonium. We should not have to suffer under his volatile behaviour. I'm fed up with all his cannibalizing of our happiness. I don't know what the fuck he think he's doing. Deceiving himself, by believing he's making me sad - you're only empowering my loathing, you fucking sadistic abusive parasite. Nothing but an illiterate equation of dismay. Hypocritic king of lies and broken promises.

Do I need a gas mask?
Should I get inoculated?
Will this war last?
Will we be incincerated?
False god(s)
Death squad(s)
Blind

This storm of thorns is growing
There's no end in sight

He has showed one to many times, that there only is one way out of this. When will the anesthetics wear thin, and the associations stop blurring? Wake up and face the fucking truth! This is the last resort!

and I'm insecure .. I need aggression.

Current mood: Enraged.
Listening to: Otep - Warhead.

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