Sunday, January 25, 2009
Sweet nicotine
Listening to: King Of The World by Porcelain And The Tramps
I haven't smoked a cigarette in 89 days. Which means that on the 11th of january, I won't have inhaled that precious nicotine for 13 weeks. Did I quit cold turkey, from one day to the other? Yes. Was it easy? No. There were definitely withdrawals happening in the first week. But that was only physical withdrawals. After that first week, it was all about the psychological withdrawals, which was in a way, much more harder. At least I felt like I could control the physical aspect of myself, whereas the psychological withdrawals were not as easy to get rid off.
Nonetheless I am a non-smoker right now. The physical withdrawals have stopped long ago, but the psychological have not, and I wonder if they ever will. I stopped because of surgery, but have "permission" to start again at about the 10th of march.
Right now, as I am writing this (and this even being in an intoxicated state), I don't feel the need to have a cigarette. Or. Perhaps a bit (is anything else possible, when hearing Porcelain?). But one thing is for sure: If I don't feel the need to smoke at march the 10th, then I of course won't. But. If I do. Then I will have a cigarette. Bcause I decided a long time ago that if something makes me happy, more than it harms me, then I'll do it. So if that means that I'll only live 'til 70 years, instead of 80, then I'll gladly take it, because that'll mean I lived my life to the fullest. At least it'll mean that to me.
Current mood: Addicted
Listening to: Gasoline by Porcelain And The Tramps
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Well, aren't you clever?
Listening to: I Love The Gays by Mandy Steckelberg
If you don't know her already, you really should check out Mandy Steckelberg.
She's an awesome comedian and singer, and here's two fantastic videos from her:
1940's phone sex line
I Love the Gays
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
I'm a jailbird to your music
Listening to: Good Friday by CocoRosie
I'm so incredibly tired. Although I've been getting at least 6 hours of sleep every night for the last couple of nights, I feel drained. But that may just be because I'm not that used to getting up at 5.30 in the morning. And I guess it could easily be fixed if I went to sleep a bit earlier and got 8 hours? Oh well.
I feel great nonetheless. It feels absolutely fantastic getting up every morning and doing something, and having a steady income. I feared that I'd dread working in a stock room. But it's actually very pleasing in a way. I mean, whenever I get there, I know exactly what to do and it's no problem at all. It also helps a lot that I work alongside Karna and Cecilie. Karna is so funny! She cracks me up everyday with her freakish ultimatums. We pack clothes in boxes for Noa Noa, and I tell you, some of does clothes just look ridiculous. It's hard to imagine anyone looking good in them. Nonetheless, we ship a lot to the Netherlands, Sweden, Germany, Spain and so on. But we have a lot of fun while doing it. Like today, when Karna asked me this: "Would you rather wear this dress everyday for the rest of your life? Or fuck everyone who works here in the stockroom?" Haha ! And I tell you - that dress was hideous.
So .. Cecilie and I ended up answering the same: We'd go with the stock room workers. As long as there wasn't specified how long it had to last and that we'd also have the opportunity to be heavily influenced by alcohol for the duration of the sex, we'd have to endure.
Karna is just an expert in those ultimatums, where you almost find it impossible to choose. Like: "Which would you rather? Eat your pinky toe each day for the rest of your life, meaning that it would grow back every morning, and you'd have to eat it? Or. Wear Noa Noa clothes everyday for the rest of your life?" Haha. And again, remember! Those clothes which we are handling are very unflattering.
So of course I asked her if I could just blend the toe in with some lasagne! Oh, the horror.
Had it not been for work today, I would have been left feeling so flustered without any recess.
Friday, August 01, 2008
Itty Bitty Titty Committee Soundtrack : track list
Listening to: The Inch by Peaches
Okay, so when I first saw IBTC I couldn't help but drool because of all the amazing artists and the sweet tracks that were used. So naturally, when I was done watching the movie, I hurried to imdb.com for information on the soundtrack. But no. There was no track list posted. Damn .. Oh well, Google's my friend! BUT NO! I searched high and low, and a bit in the sides, but I could not for the life of me find any site that had the track list posted! And it's not like I think I'm some kind of "God of search engines", but I pride myself in being pretty much better than most people, when it comes to finding information via the interwebs (that being the people I'm surrounded by here, anyway).
But but but. Instead of throwing in the towel, I thought to hell with this! I'm gonna fucking find out myself then! So basically I've been watching IBTC again and again and again, listening to the lyrics being sung, writing them down, then searching for them on Google, until my eyes, ears and fingers were bleeding.
That being said, I'm not done. This is due to three things. First off, sometimes it's just really hard to hear what the hell is being sung, especially when there's talking during the song. Secondly, English is not my native lanuage, so I bet a person who has English as their first language would have a better ear for this sorta thing. Lastly, there are some parts of the movie where I have lyrics, but Google doesn't recognize them. Now this is a big problem. Because of this is due to the artists being rather unknown or just doesn't exist anymore, and never became that famous, then the situation seems pretty impossible for me. Although in this case I'm planning on posting these lyrics on riot grrrl forums and the like, and see if there should be anyone who could help me out.
Nevertheless, I'm going to post what I've found until now and then update as I progress.
Although I must confess I'm a bit annoyed by the fact that the official website hasn't posted the track list. You'd think they'd wanna promote the awesome music s:
Anyway, I'm gonna post what I've found in the following way: First off I'm gonna write where in the movie the song is. Then I'll of course indicate the track number of the song, but most importantly the artist and song. At the places where I haven't figured out who the artist is, I'm gonna post the lyrics when possible. Have I not even discovered the lyrics, I'll merely write at which part of the movie the song is.
The movie begins
01 Terrorist by Heavens To Betsy
Shuli and Sadie tell Anna what they're all about
02 lyrics "never wanted you" "have to say" "what you tell me"
Sadie gives Anna a zine, after they've been standing on the rooftop
03 lyrics "someone likes you/to" "I never have the feeling"
All the girls rush out of Zona's, so they won't get caught by the police
04
Aggie driving Anna, talking about how him and Sadie went to this band's concert
05 Don't Mix The Colours by Beat Happening
When the group is putting up 'sculptures' of Angela Davis and Emma Goldman
06 F.Y.I. by Le Tigre
When Anna is talking to Meat about her art
07 My Art by Le Tigre
When Meat tells Anna about how her and Sadie used to have a thing
08 Decide by Heavens to Betsy
Sadie and Anna talking about why Sadie's with Courtney
09 lyrics "she just wants to be" + "you just can't" + "are you ready for this sacrifice"
Sadie and Anna dancing at the club
10 Rebel Girl by Bikini Kill
Anna 'fixes' up the clinic and Maude discovers some info on tampons
11 lyrics "now every night" "we're the" "want to dance"
The girls set out on the roadtrip
12 Not What You Want by Sleater-Kinney
Calvin and Shuli talk about Don't Ask, Don't Tell
13 For Tammy Rae by Bikini Kill
Calvin + Shuli and Anna + Sadie have sex
14 The Inch by Peaches
Anna and Aggie get drunk and fool around
15 I Don't Give A Fuck by Peaches
And that's unfortunately all for now!
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
a•rach•no•pho•bi•a
Listening to: On The Verge by Le Tigre
|əˌræknəˈfoʊbiə|
noun
extreme or irrational fear of spiders.
extreme and irrational being the key words here folks.
I write this now, because I just nearly tossed my table with my computer and drink over, when suddenly panicking and thus felt the need to jump 10 feet into the air.
All of this because a spider found it's way to my couch and was prancing towards my knee in direction of my mac.
I loathe spiders. Just in case the previous scenario didn't quite get this across. I dread them. And this fucker was about 1,5 inch in diameter. Not big you say? Well, big enough to make me lose it. Even as I write this I am erratically twitching my head over my shoulder, jumpy, like a snitch about to be located. Only because I fear that one of these damn creatures will come to avenge the death of (what I fear to be) a beloved kindred.
Now that was clearly the irrational part of my fear. Now would be a good time to explain the traumatic event in my childhood that is the cause of this ludicrous phobia. Only there is none.
I have absolutely no idea why the hell I'm so scared of these damn bugs. I do know that my sister had this illogical fear also, so maybe she passed it on to me? Only she has gotten rid of most of hers - (damn her!) - so I feel a bit alone here. Also, I'm supposed to be this butchy and androgynous tomboy, so this really doesn't do much for my image. But to hell with it! I admit it, I'm deadly afraid of spiders!
So what I'm looking for is a femme who can be butch enough to protect me from these freaks of nature. Ideally, this wonder woman would not mind interrupting her activities in order to go out into the bathroom and remove a spider, so that my livelihood (red. bladder) could once again be secured.
Preferably this divinity would report to my apartment immediately, since my usual carefree state of mind has been broken down.
First thing in the morning, I am so vacuuming this whole place. Why do people have to sleep at 2 am anyway? pfft.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Paradox
Listening to: Plastic Stars by Freezepop
So my sister proceeded her tricks yesterday and set up a most devious trap for me. Tsk! But oh well, we got a very good laugh out of it. I'm just so silly these days. Perhaps because I get way too little sleep or maybe because I'm acting like a little 13 year old. But really, I would have no trouble in visiting this amazing american girl I know, since I'm already on her time zone. Which is turning out to be quite the juggle project, since I'm also obligated to follow my own. I'm crazy being awake at 5 am in Denmark on a Wednesday, but perfectly fine by not sleeping at 10 pm in Texas on a Thuesday. Hence the 13 year old behavior, I'd say.
Oh, the entanglement!
I'd really love being in Waco, Texas right now. I'd just crash on the nearest bed and would wake up at the perfect time today. Haha, get it? 'Cause it's already .. here in .. Denmark? Oh, nevermind.
Anyway, my old apartment is being reviewed today, so I better get some sleep before that. And oh! I'm having breakfast with my dad in 6 hours ^^ so once again I'm gonna show up at the Coffee Bar (red. Kaffebaren) looking like a freakin' zombie. I seriously doubt that any of the staff thinks I'm human anymore.
Oooh, and I got to go to that fab gym today. No hot chicks though. But we knew the lady behind the counter! She's my brother's friend's girlfriend. That was crazy running into her there. But she's real nice. Kept asking me to remember to breathe, relax my shoulders and do Kegel exercises while training. Hahaha, I'm not really sure I want to do that lady, since .. well, that's kinda private, but noo Kegel exercises for me. I'm quite sure I won't be wetting the floor anytime soon : as she so elegantly mentioned, some elderly women do, because of weak pelvis muscles (or something like that - whaddo I know? I was trying to concentrate on training!)
Mental note: boost up to friday by training at home.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
She's Your Cocaine
Listening to: She's Your Cocaine by Tori Amos
I have become so addicted once again. Luckily I don't have school anymore and I'm off from work this week. So I'm actually free to do what I want. But it's frustrating >_< and by sister said the most bewildering thing to me today, or rather yesterday, since it's 6.30 in the morning. I don't know why she doesn't understand that it isn't that simple! Maybe 'cause it's really not and I'm just driving myself nuts. But I totally forgot how thought consuming this was. Not how time consuming it is though. Mostly because I never minded.
*KISSES AND HUGS BLOGGER FRANTICALLY*
OmniWeb just crashed out of freakin' nowhere and I was ready to start screaming. But precious blogger autosaved the draft ^^ hee! Thank you blogger <3
Anyway. I just wish I had more opportunities! I want to do more than this. Even with how lovely everything is now, I'm greedy. I want moore! >_> meh.
Oh, btw! I broke up with Caroline on the 7th. Had it not been for some very special people, I would've stayed cynical and bitter for a lot longer. Girls are so FUCKED UP sometimes!%$#€!&!!!
But I really oughta go to bed quickly now - I have to go to 4 different offices tomorrow as in order to stay alive with this crappy economy at the moment. damnit! >_< afterwards I'm gonna go work out with my sister ^^ at this gym called No Men <3 haha. I think it's so funny. And after that we're gonna go clean my old apartment, so it's ready for the new owner (:
you know, I think american girls have some sort of magic, or .. perhaps just this one girl that I know <3
Monday, April 07, 2008
MMORPG
Listening to: Social Studies substitute
Mature Men Online RolePlaying as Girls.
and
Making Money Off of Really Poor Gamers.
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
ZeroMobile
Listening to: Girls And Boys by Pet Shop Boys
So there's this new cell company called . . yes, you guessed it! ZeroMobile. They're just your regular mobile company, but with the big difference that it's free! Money spent by texting, surfing and what ever you'd normally do with your cell, is paid by watching commercials. As a matter a fact, I'm writing this blog from my mobile, using their application Appetize. So without further ado, I'll try posting now, and see the result. One thing they need to work on though, for me to use this regularly, is making it possible to format the text.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Mac frenzy
Listening to: NCIS
I finally got my precious MacBook up and running again! ^^ But I had to bleed 137 bucks to get there. pheew. Those adapters are expensive s: I'll be sure never to make that fatal mistake again.
On another note, I often find myself completely absorbed in my Mac, always on the expense of the people who text me. Because of that, I would really love to have a way of connecting my cell to my Mac, in the same way as I do my iPod, so my Mac would ping me whenever I got a message on my cell. Even further I would love to have the ability to answer back via my Mac, without any cost, but just as if I had picked up my cell and done it the old T9 way.
Someone invent this! Hmm. On second thought maybe it has already been invented? I must search! But first: Cigarettes must be bought before closing time.
Monday, March 24, 2008
50/50
Listening to: Sex & The City
Alright, so tomorrow, first thing after school it's mac adapter shopping time! Right now I'm borrowing my dad's windoze laptop. For surfing it's acceptable, but I just can't get the same work done, as easily, as I can on my beloved mac. But this laptop will hopefully get me through school tomorrow.
Anyway, as I am updating my OkCupid, I will now poste my score on the The Hogwarts Sorting Hat Test, retake it and then poste the new score. Assuming there's any change of course (: This is from November 25, 2007:
| Hufflepuff! The Sorting Hat has spoken! You've got 73 House Points! |
| Head of House: Professor Sprout House Colors: Yellow and Black House Animal: The Badger Hufflepuff chose the students everyone else didnt want. Or those who didn't fit too easily into any category. Those who were cunning, but not ambitious. Those who were hardworking, though perhaps not TOO brave. Good people none the less. You are most likely the friend everyone would like to have, loyal, trustworthy, hardworking. Love sports too! You are cool in my book. The majority of people will wind up right here with you, so chances are, you will make some great friends! Some students of Hufflepuff include... Susan Bones, Justin Flinch-Fletchley, and Cedric Diggory. |
This test tracked 1 variable. How the score compared to the other people's:
| Higher than 69% on House Points |
| Link: Hogwarts-Sorting-Hat<-b>'>The Hogwarts Sorting Hat Test written by Demeratus on Ok Cupid View My Profile(Demeratus) |
Sunday, March 23, 2008
NOOOOOOOOOOO !
Listening to: Cursing at myself
No no no no no no !!!!!! My adapter is broken! no no no no no. IDIOT! The cord has melted! And it's all my fault! noooooo. If there isn't a single of the electronic stores that are open today, I'm going to be really sad >_<
OH GOD! I just checked. There aren't any tech stores open today! Noooo. This fucking sucks! *sigh* oh well. At least I don't have school tomorrow, so I'll be able to get a new one, FIRST thing in the morning. I'm such an idiot s:
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Comme ci, comme ça
Listening to: The Snakepit by The Cure
Finally I have my internet back!! Eureka ! So I have been messing round on the different community sites that I'm a member of, trying to reply all of the messages I've been getting for the past 6 months. Pheew. But what I really wanted to do with today's blog was to post my The Dating Persona Test from the 18th of September 2007 and then retake it, to compare and see if I've changed. So here we go:
The NurseRandom Gentle Sex Dreamer (RGSD)Friendly and eager. Sexy in white. You are The Nurse. Like your male counterpart, The Poolboy, you're a fun and goofy, but giving, friend. You believe that life and love should be taken with a grain of salt. We'll bet you smile a lot, which people find contagious. If only they knew the reason...the fact is, you spend WAY more time fantasizing than the average girl. While your friends lean desperately towards love, you're chemically biased towards anti-love: sex. You'd never date someone you didn't find immediately kissable. To maximize satisfaction, you should find someone carefree and sexual, just like you. Avoid Brutal types at all costs. A final bit of advice: experience doesn't matter. You didn't qualify as a Master, and your perfect match need not either. Your exact female opposite: The Battleaxe Deliberate Brutal Love Master Always avoid: The Battleaxe (DBLM), The Nymph (DBSD) Consider: The Nurse (RGSD), The Playstation (RGSM) |
| Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - dating services My profile name: : plante |
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
oh .
Listening to: Social studies lecture
Happy new year! Oh, and merry christmas!
I have neglected this blog shamefully s: but here's the thing: it's really hard updating regularly when you have no internet at home. And that is exactly the point: I have no internet. For some strange reason, I got cut off. When I get the spare time, I'll have to contact my contractor and ask what the hell is going on. Nevertheless, I haven't been updating for a good part of the time when I had internet in my apartment. So this is purely a human error on my part /:
But let's get to the good stuff! At the end of february last year, I decided that I would stay single for a year. "But why!?" you may ask. Some may not even bother with the "why" but quickly move on to the "how?". This is due to the fact that I haven't been able to stay single for long periods of time. Therefore, after I broke it off with my last partner, I decided that this was the time to make a commitment to myself and stay single for a year. And so I did ! or .. almost! I stayed single for 10 months and 3 weeks ! But last friday I decided that I couldn't possibly stay single for a year, since I met this amazing girl. We had been dating for over a month and it was on the 10th date I asked her. So even though I didn't make it to a whole year, I'm very pleased with my effort, and absolutely happy with how my life is now, with my sweet and lovely Caroline.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
40 Oz. To Freedom
Listening to: Santeria by Sublime
Arg, I'm having the hardest time gathering my thoughts, but I truly believe that it would help me to put these feelings down in writing. I'm so annoyed. Not even sure that's the word.
...
Okay, I thought it over now. I really shouldn't get that emotionally upset by this. I really should be annoyed by myself, for letting it get that far. Why am I not thinking clearly, when it comes to this? Okay, that was certainly a redundant question. But seriously, I'm so much better off this way. I HAVE to keep that in mind when these thoughts pop up. Thank you, Sublime. Listening to you guys puts things like this in perspective. I should praise myself lucky, that it's over! It really wasn't a healthy situation. The cons were definitely not worth enduring for the sake of the pros. Haha, certainly all of that was brought on by Adium! Rearranging the groups and contact, going through the message histories undoubtedly made all the old feelings shine through. Not that I'm repressing them, 'cause I've processed the whole experience, but even though it's still possible to get caught in the past sometimes, when you forget the important stuff. Helle, my sister, really is right - it's all one big process. Even though you move on, there will always be a little bit left. But as always, I have a hard time accepting this, haha! Evidently, I'll just have to and perhaps that alone will become a whole new process. Haha, oh dear.
I miss Mikey <3
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Fuck Robot Skin.
Listening to: Two Guys And A Girl on Zulu
This weekend I was in Strib for the OD activity weekend - and it was amazing! I just love the atmosphere around those people and that you're in a place where everybody wants the same thing - better possibilities for the third world. The people there were amazing. I'm going to miss it s o much next year. That's why Mia and I've been thinking about being activists there next year. I think that would be wonderful. Those people are great. And working with this project really gives me a lot of positive energy.
On another note - my dad turned 66 yesterday xD Congratulations, dad! You are the best dad ever. And if that wasn't enough he also celebrated his 7th year of sobriety at the same time : D I'm so proud to be your daughter. And I really look forward to next summer, where we'll begin writing your life story down ^^ I really admire you, dad.
Tomorrow my social studies level a class is being visited by some American students. We are going to go into separate groups, as are they, and discuss politics. American vs. Danish. We've prepared some questions, which they've been shown and then we're going to take turns answering them. I'm actually kind of excited about it. Except for Mikey, these people are going to be the only Americans that I've actually talked with. I really think it's going to be great.
Other than that, the OD secretariat is coming to my school ^^ yay! They're going to inform everybody about this years project: Bolivia. Afterwards, me and the rest of the OD-group at my school are going to register all the students who want to help out. I hope a lot sign up ^^
Another thing I wanted to blog about was Phillips new shaving commercial. The "Robot Skin" one. WHAT THE FUCK!? Seriously, that commercial is so fucked up. It's a product for shaving and here I am feeling like I just watched the trailer for I, Robot ! I mean, what the hell? And their website! Jeez. The whole message is supposed to make you want to buy the damn thing, but instead they are basing the whole marketing on a thick glaze of paranoia. The whole presentation on the site reeks of "Terminator scenario". I'm not saying that I don't think this strategy is going to pay off. Surely, someone are bound to like it - why would they have chosen it otherwise? This is of course assuming that they've done the whole pilot with an audience. Otherwise I would consider it suicide. Oh well. As long as I have the power to switch off when it comes on, I'm satisfied.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Screw the monsoon!
Listening to: Don't (Make Waves) by The Gossip
Seriously, FUCK the monsoon. I do not want to write a paper about it. ARG. At least my teacher is so considerate not making us write more than a page and I really shouldn't be bitching at all. I'm just tired and annoyed by the fact that I'm fucking it all up myself. If I showed some more enthusiasm and actually pulled myself together, I wouldn't be in this awful mood, complaining like a little 10 year old. phish. Seriously, get a grip.
I'm just not in the mood for school at all. Or, in a way I am. I'm just making it hard for myself, by postponing that whole Power(ARG)Point presantation. I hate Powerpoint and it's difficult to incorporate my mac with the school's fucking windows. arg! Oh well, the weekend's coming, and then I'll be able to do what I care about - OD work. It's gonna be so enlightening and fun. Only downside is that I'm gonna miss my school's introparty for the new students, which is a bit sad, since I've never missed a schoolparty before. Oh well, it's worth it.
I finally in this moment just realized what to write in the "who do you want to meet" box on OurChart and MySpace! (s o deep, I know. haha) Beth Ditto! Of course! But I would like to meet her in relaxed circumstances and not like a "meet and great" situation. That would just not be fulfilling in a way. It wouldn't seem like a "human to human" thing. Rather awkward, I feel. Oh well, at least I will get something even better instead - I will get to meet Mikey! ^^ I feel so ecstatic about it and I just can't seem to come down again. I will be visiting in the time between 15th and 24th of march, because we both have time off from school in that period.
I have no doubt meeting Mikey will be quite mind-blowing. For one she lives in USA. I have never been there and therefore I'm very excited about going there. All my knowledge about the states really is from TV, school, books and music. Naturally, going there in itself will be quite a jaw-dropping experience, I think, not to mention illuminating. But secondly, and most importantly: Mikey. Leaving out the risk of us not getting along at all irl and the fact that we haven't met yet at all - I have never encountered anyone like her before. I've never come across anyone who .. I'm not even sure how to describe it. We simply connect on a level that I have never been on with anyone else. I don't think I can put it into words any better than that. Hopefully my visit will not change that connection and if so, optimistically, it will only advance.
Fight fire with fire
Listening to: The Gossip - Lesson Learned
Oh [insert whatever religious figure], I really should get a grip and just finish my homework. I should praise myself lucky to have homework! Compared to those who haven't got the possibility to go to school. But instead I just sit around doing stuff that only postpone the inevitable. *Sigh* Oh well, after this blog I'm gonna finish it. Fortunately The Gossip is a fantastic mood lifter. Gossip gossip ^^ heehee.
Seriously, I've fallen in love with this band. They're simply marvelous. The music, the lyrics, the attitude - spectacular ! I'm so glad I've discovered them. And its actually MTV's fault! o: Yes, I know, how odd? Especially since I doubt they'll play more of their music. Unless of cause Gossip suddenly explode in to massive super stardom. Which I don't think will happen, but who can say? We'll just have to watch how time serves them. I'm definitely all excited ^^ hehe. Also, I've translated the whole article on the english wikipedia for the danish wikipedia. Next up will be the band members articles. Which I would love to be doing right now, but you know .. homework s: haha.
Other than that, I've really neglected this poor little blog. But now that I finally have internet here at home, I should be able to post more often. Hopefully I'll do it, 'cause it's actually kinda nice reading the old posts and also having a place to put your thoughts (x
Ouh! And Ive changed the layout! The white lala got a little old, so I decided to go with colors that matches my current picture - nice, huh? haha. Oh yeah, I'm a real layout wizard - pfft.
<3
Monday, February 26, 2007
Boyish.
Listening to: Beyonce - Listen
Sigh. So I'm single again. I broke it off with Inge today after school. I'm not gonna go into detail, since I don't wanna embarrass her. But yeah. So then there was one. Again. I'm actually alright with it. Which would be a bit odd, if I weren't, since it was me who did the "breaking". Though I must admit that can't help but be a bit sad. It's never pleasant breaking someone's heart like that. *sigh* but of course she'll get over it and we'll all live happily ever after. phish. Well well, all in good time. Anyway, I'm finally 18 ! wee. And it feels absolutely wonderful. But actually I'm not that much in the mood for this after all. So I'll see you all another day - bye bye (:
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Oddity
Listening to: Depeche Mode - Stripped
/: So strange. I look forward to it being gone. I can't understand why. Such a weird contradiction. Be gone! *sigh* I had a mismatch of a dream also. Surely it is also at fault with this knot of emotion. Hmm. I have been fine until now, but all of a sudden this dream comes along and throws me off. Hrm. I don't appreciate it one bit. Get out of my mind at once!
